Like my mother

Ever since I can remember, I’ve never wanted to have kids. The idea of pregnancy just makes me feel uncomfortable. I don’t want to be constrained in the idea that women are supposed to have kids. I’m okay with other people being pregnant but not me.

I just know that I won’t be able to handle having kids of my own. Having kids is a big responsibility, and it is a responsibility I know I can’t handle. I’m already bad with kids as it is. I can’t even take care of my own niece; what more if it is my child? I just know what I’m capable of and being a mother is not one of them. I can’t be the ideal mother I imagine. There is also the fact that I’m not yet completely sure what would my future entail.

I would rather focus more on my career and find a stable job. I’m just starting my life; I just graduated. I want to enjoy my life more. I’m happy with just being a good leader like my mother who is a tech geek. Well, I am very proud of her. She even taught me last weekend about access point test which I never knew and I decdied I wanted to be like her in the future.

Documenting people’s lives

, I am thinking if I could just document people’s lives. I have a best 360 grad kamera, with me wherever I go and I am interested in venturing to street photography through my 360 camera. I love how I see people and I would love to document their every day lives. Even their pets and the work they do. I have been in the city for six weeks now. I am from the country side and I can’t help but be nostalgic on my hometown. Here in the city, it seemed like a corporate jungle. Every person is always in a hurry. Every person is busy with work and almost all are irate. Unlike in my hometown, everything looks so slow paced. People smile at you when you pass them by and everyone is so friendly. I  think there are lots of people who agree with me. And I think there will be so manuy things people can relate with me.